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A Lucky Escape? - Part 2 From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1005 days old)
Well! How wrong could I be? The following Saturday night I got a text from him - begging me for my help. Now, I had a very odd feeling in the pit of my stomach when I got this. I decided not to … more
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A Lucky Escape? - Pt 1 From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1012 days old)
A couple of weeks back, Mr 24 hour affair re-appeared in my life! Much as it was a surprise to hear from him again, it was quite nice that he wanted to re-establish contact anew. Seems that the … more
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Some new postings to come : Fireside Tales From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1019 days old)
I thought I might over the next few weeks entertain you with some tales from further back in my life - my pre cub days in London. There I met some mad, bad and downright freaky men and got involved… more
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24 Hour Affair - The End From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1152 days old)
...although he had said he'd text me when he was on his way, until I heard differenty I was expecting him late afternoon as before and had got a special dinner in and everything and had planned a nice… more
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24 Hour Affair - The Love From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1155 days old)
We arranged to meet up on the Wednesday, and he came to mine at about 2pm. We talked, we cuddled, we cried, we kissed Such a connection. I can honestly say I had seldom felt this way so soon wit… more
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24 Hour Affair - The Introduction From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1155 days old)
One good thing to come out of this years Pride was a new man for me... Our eyes met on Canal Street on the Sunday, like something out of a film. There's no words to describe the feeling unless you'… more
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Poorly Cub From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1155 days old)
Hi again everybody! Well, I am hopefully at the end of what I can only describe of a month of hell illness wise. I got three lots of flu one week after another and was just getting over that when I… more
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Anniversaries From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1260 days old)
I've had a couple of not pleasant anniversaries to deal with this month, so it hasn't been the greatest May on record. But with quiet dignity I got through it. … more
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Intermission From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1260 days old)
After the negativity of the last couple of posts, I bet you're beginning to wonder where the happy soul from the beginning of this year has got to? I'm still in here - buried under doubt and uncert… more
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Don't get me wrong..... From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1281 days old)
.....it's not like I don't get any interest from guys. In fact it's been quite the opposite since my bearcub metamorphosis. It's just that - flattering though it is, I want more now than just a … more
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What am I doing wrong?? From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1282 days old)
There's obviously something I must be overlooking in my quest for a partner. It feels like I do everything right - I'm courteous, polite and well mannered. I smile a lot when I am talking to g… more
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Return to BlogLand From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1291 days old)
Well there everybody, I am back again after some 8 weeks absence. I felt I just couldn't find anything of interest to write about during that time without sounding boring as hell - so I decided to … more
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Bearcub Even More Blue! From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1369 days old)
Down Down Deeper and Down:roll: Sorry guys, but this bearcub has been far from happy this last few days! "Men....Bastards....one and the same lately. Surprised? Moi? How many V's in Bovvered?" … more
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Youth Crime Update - An ASBO? From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1374 days old)
I had a very interesting phonecall yesterday from the local Neighbourhood Nuisance team, who wanted to come and talk to me about recent events involving the little scote Ryan, who has been infecting t… more
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Bearcub Blue From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1375 days old)
I have, over the last couple of days, for the first time this month really started to feel really blue. I don't know if it's the change of lifestyle, but I think it's more likely the recent youth p… more
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Week3 : A week of Good and Bad Happenings From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1375 days old)
16th - 22nd January 2006 As this week was a scheduled paint and repair by the Housing Association, my college and work life had to go on hold as the workmen needed access to the window frames - (be… more
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My first MANBears evening & venture into Legends.. From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1382 days old)
14th January 2006 ..and I enjoyed it immensely! I've not really been one for the club scene since I've been here, but a change is as good as a rest - so they say! My friend John was back from… more
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"Sorted !" From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1382 days old)
You'll be pleased to know that last Fridays' events are now behind me(thank God). All has been quiet here since then. On Saturday evening one of the neighbours -Billy, who happens to be the local d… more
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Part3....finally ending up with one twat spending the night in a cell ! From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1385 days old)
Here it is folks - the final instalment of this unbelievable and somewhat alarming trilogy About 10 mins later, after Mike had come round to see me, he was on the phone to the people who installed … more
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Part2....causing to everything to go "Tits Up"..... From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1386 days old)
...Part 1 was just the backdrop, the most shocking bit is still to come88|... I got back home at around 9pm after having one of the most wonderful afternoons I have had in months, and having stoppe… more
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Part 1.....Workmen with the I.Q of a Slug.... From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1386 days old)
This week on the housing association scheme where I live we have been having general paint and repair done and also metal railings with security gates put up enclosing each pair of flats.(one upstairs… more
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Midnight Musing From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1387 days old)
Do you ever get nights where you just can't settle to sleep? Well I'm having one now. It's like my brain just can't wind down. It's also the sort of time when you do a bit of metaphorical nav… more
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OUT Bowling - 1st of the year From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1388 days old)
10th January 2006 On Tuesday evening Mike and myself went along to our monthly bowling night at Parrs Wood Megabowl. There's usually up to 16+ of us each time - enough to use two lanes. A fair few … more
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Week 2 : Slowly easing back into everyday life From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1388 days old)
9th - 13th January 2006 It's been yet another good and interesting week for me this week. On Monday I was due to go back to college to continue my ClaIT advanced course, bit knackered though, so de… more
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Music and me - Rediscovering the joy of CDs From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1388 days old)
I've gone through more of a change lately than just my image. I'd been, up to the end of 2005 for quite a while in a state of flux with music - I could go for weeks barely even touching my CD colle… more
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...Facial Hair Update...... From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1388 days old)
I am getting great feedback from nearly everybody I meet about the new furry me, so it's staying for definite. As you can see from the profile picture it's all coming along very nicely..woof!… more
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My New Year treat to myself.......part 3 From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1388 days old)
8th January 2006 - Evening/Night ....about 5 ish my mobile rang - it was my good mate Dave who had just finished work and heading into the village to meet up for a drink with someone from Eurowoof.… more
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My New Year treat to myself ........ part 2 From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1388 days old)
8th January 2006 - Late Afternoon ....I walked Chris back to Oxford Rd station around 3.30 after wonderful couple of hours in my hotel room, and decided I had worked up somewhat of an appetite:DD … more
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My New Year treat to myself - part 1 From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1390 days old)
Sunday 8th January 2006 - Daytime I've always wanted to stay in a hotel overnight so as I don't have to bugger about getting rip off taxis home after a good night out. So for this Sunday only, I… more
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Week 1: Back to work From
augustine15
in Gay Bearcub - A glimpse into my life
(1390 days old)
3rd to 6th January 2006 It's been a good week for me this week. On Tuesday I went back to work, it was good to be back actually (funny how much I had missed it without having the structure during … more