.....it's not like I don't get any interest from guys.
In fact it's been quite the opposite since my bearcub metamorphosis.
It's just that - flattering though it is, I want more now than just a quickie play or shag.
I know I'm not alone in wanting this (in fact I'm probably one of millions), but just for once it would mean so much if someone would stick around long enough to get to know me a bit.
To share some of their time, talk to me, find that I'm a great guy to know outside of the 5 minute fumble!
I am so much more than that. If only they would de-compartmentalise their lives for just a while and allow somebody in.
Christ! I feel so undervalued at times.